I made one further request to Mr Deeks asking that the evidence that had been witheld from me at the time of the hearing
be sent to me in advance of the meeting between Celia and I. This was the evidence submitted by my own Minister Trevor Williams.
It was a set of meeting minutes that if true would have incriminated Celia at the hearing. For some reason they didn't seem
to incriminate Celia and even stranger was the fact that they were hidden from me. There was already one set of falsified
meeting minutes submitted as evidence, was this another? I suspect very strongly that the reason these minutes were and are
still being hidden from me is because they were falsified prior to presentation.
I could not sit with
Celia knowing that there was still questionable evidence to be disclosed and I needed to see these minutes and sort them out
in advance of our meeting. Mr Deeks replied saying that he is away for two weeks and will attend to it upon his return.
Guess what?
I never heard from him again!
I chased him quite
a few times but he ignored all of my emails from then on. This was despite me saying to him that there would be no repercussions
on Celia no matter what Williams had submitted. I would deal with Williams separately within the URC. The objective of this
was not to incriminate Celia further but to resolve the issues and move forward. She and I may not meet again nor forge a
friendship but that was not the objective. The objective was to right the wrongs of the past in a friendly and honest manner.
I waited but.....
But how long does one wait?
Eight weeks after our meeting there was no sign that he had contacted Celia and he stopped responding
to me.
It looked as if he was in fact holding me off and that his 'holding response' of October was the beginning of a tactical
game in holding me at bay.
EIGHT WEEKS after our meeting there was no sign that he had done anything that he had promised to do.
The publicity campaign had been held in abeyance for four months by then and I began to feel rather hoodwinked.
I had to think carefully about what course of action to take.
What swung my decision to carry on with the publicity campaign was the possibility that others had been hurt by the
churches and my quest to try to reach these people was being thwarted by this 'holding response'. I was indeed being held
off.
Mr Deeks could not have meant that he would genuinely contact Celia otherwise he would have done it. The fact is he
didn't do it and his promise was therefore false. I had been 'had'.
However, Mr Deeks does come across as sinscere doesn't he? His admissions were astonishingly honest and I was truly
impressed with him. Perhaps he did mean what he said but genuinely found it too difficul to do. However, it was only after
asking for Williams evidence to be opened up that he went quiet so it does appear very tainted.
I will say it again
Mr Deeks - there will be NO repercussions on Celia or the Methodist church no matter what Williams submitted. All I ask is
an assurance that in future ALL evidence is opened up as it is supposed to be and never witheld.
Evidence is not always
genuine as we now know and it is most unsatisfactory that evidence which I have good reason to question is not shown to me
as it was supposed to be.
I will say this to
Celia. Celia, I see more talent in you than all of the URC Ministers put together. You are wasted! You can do better
than this so come and reconcile the situation and put this behind once and for all.
However, in the meantime
the campaign continues............